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[Dec. 24th, 2009|04:34 pm] |
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im sitting here feeding my face with fudge, watching the yule log on tv and laughing out loud to myself. does xmas make me fucking deranged or what? |
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| This time I won't... |
[Dec. 23rd, 2009|01:25 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Tracy Chapman - Give Me One Reason | ] |
So a couple of weeks ago I finally decided to try moving forward again and start to put myself out there...uuugh. Just the thought of a new relationship is really awful to me, it's like starting a new job...once you actually find one then you have to get comfortable with it, adjust. I guess its the whole "getting to know each other" grace period that I find rather awkward...and also there are the rules to dating that I somehow missed the memo on. What is that transition from friends to somewhere-in-between to dating...what is that, I want a freakin timeline that says 'you are here'. I'm so frustrated and that just makes me miss my ex(s) ...ppl I knew and was comfortable with and loved. Things are different now, the game has changed and to be honest...if I may...I don't believe I care for it much. I refuse to be the annoying girl who always calls/txt. I'm down with just hooking up and having fun, and I'd be willing to see where a proper date would take us...but sir, you are flirting with an area somewhere in the middle and I don't play that kind of shit. I like to know where I stand.
Queue Tracy Chapman...
I don't want no one to squeeze me - they might take away my life
I just want someone to hold me and rock me through the night
This youthful heart can love you yes and give you what you need
I said this youthful heart can love you and give you what you need
But I'm too old to go chasing you around
Wasting my precious energy |
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| This Ain't My First Rodeo... |
[Dec. 22nd, 2009|03:43 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Staind - So Far Away | ] |
I'm officially signed up for classes in the spring.
Wicked stoked for American Sign Language. I think that would be awesome to become a translator.
Been feeling very creative lately, I don't know what's up with that...tons of new ideas flowing.
:) I feel like my life is starting to go in a good direction.
...And I'm So Fucking High I Could Eat A Star
Yeah And Let Me Upgrade you
you May Not Be A Model But I Can Front Page You
you Know I'm Nasty Excuse My Behavior
Let Me Just Taste You We Can Fuck Later
Sitting In The Coop Looking Like A Racer
Top Peeled Back Like The Skin Of A Potato
Seat Way Back Listen To Anita Baker
Riding By Myself Smoking Weed By The Acre |
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